Once again

Lonely once again am i
with no answers in my heart
and i am praying that it will all soon end
and this pain will someday part
the hard part now is living
and having the will to survive
but in a little while i pray
ill love just being alone
but still the lonelyness over whelms me
and the future is so hard to see
that i wish this all would end
and my spirit could be set free
I guess i am holding on to a dream
and I should someday face reality
and realize that all my life
my heart will always be lonely
the only one who can change that is me
~Amanda Vanderwey~