My best friend

i think about it often
there is not much i can do
i can't keep these thoughts out of my mind
All i can think about is you
you were my savior
the one that held me down
why you decided to go
i guess i will never know
For you are passed and for the time gone now
And i ask my self what shall i do
Me and you were everything
to me it seems with out you i am nothing
why did you decide to do it
I guess i will never know
you always told me to be strong
And just relax and play along
with all the corruption and that lieing deception
It is not easy to hide our altered perception
and know you are gone
you left me all alone
with really no place to go
My love
my best friend
why did you have to go?

-Amanda Vanderwey